friends

   this song may help are you sure you're ready to jump? he knows that its already too late for questions at this stage...these are thoughts that should have been sorted way before it ever got to this stage but now here it is. and then with that he leaps up pushing off and knows that things will never be the same. whats on his mind paces through on a vicious cycle that won't budge..he tries other stations but they all lead him to the same tone no matter what station he flips to. he tries his best to turn the volume down but as the music repeats continuously the volume grows louder each time it slips back to the beginning. so after awhile the music grows on him...did he ever have a choice? wouldn't it grow on anybody naturally. so he finds himself thinking that e..

What a great Idea

He leaves with a grin on his face and craving some chocolate and a beach.. arriving wastes no time except when the estonians forget how to open the gas lid hahha... what do you mean we ran out of guacamole already??? shot gun drive ripped to the grocery store....watch out for a tall cdn saying talking ,smiling and feeding the ninas around the bakery section...whoops guilty...i'll give you a tip even though you aren't carrying out my groceries to the car like panama. trying to think of the best part of the trip and his thoughts keep going back to the grocery store...what do you mean megastore missions??? more like megastore adventures..hahah  1 min standing and having a talk on the beach...next min estonians getting rocked by waves and fighting to keep on their suits...might ha..

A Shuffle

After two years of good harvest this last year couldn't have come at a better time. i've changed so many things, so quickly that's it not only overwhelming it's impossible to accept the reality. in the middle of the shuffle, comes 10 days on the open roads; satisfying the need for time to think and plan.three years ago you told me what i was planning was impossible. impossible is nothing, and what you didn't realize then, is that everyday since that you've given into what is expected of you, i've fought and created what i expect of myself.in between falling ahead and behind; i'm sitting in a very comfortable position on the middle of the timeline. i know what i'm capable of and what i'm going to accomplish. the rest remains a mystery, only will you u..

hes not sure what to be excited about

These clowns are driving 6629km's and they have a few events planned cave hunting in new mexico, sky diving, atv's, palms in vegas, poker in vegas, la galaxy soccer games in la, visiting family in oregon, friends/family in vancouver...then onto yeg . hard to journal when chocolate was smudged on my cheeks through out mexico. i'll have a catch up journal coming up for that very soon as well as a road trip recollection with pics and video. just calm down you wee sharky and soak it all up.....hes not even sure what to be excited about?? 

Houston to Los Angeles

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6 Months

Life is full of un-exepected surprises. although we can control the severity of it, we can never remove it all together. the last 5 years have been all about finding balance through extremes. the defining moments in my life have always happened in the extremes, and i don't know anymore if it's that i'm addicted to it, or if i just don't know anything else.my ability to journal keeps sliding as time goes on. i don't blame it on trying to outdo myself, but rather that lifes complications have increased while, my ability to connect thoughts, and pen them to paper has decreased.when i look at my site, i've kept up w/ photos of my apartment, but am missing photos of major moments in my life. and for all these photos there has been no text to accompany. so what about pres..

the cd skipped

So are you telling me its been 2months since an update already....shebal loma. sitting in a house on harold street way south in america...houston?? thinking about it all for a second. he gets lost in the thought but only for a short moment as he returns with the notion that here it is. he knew it was there but just wasn't looking in the right book i guess. he grabbed another and likes his latest hold.the canal has turned into the desert here....hes still looking across it but it forms a very different picture this time around. asian stories and thoughts are all but memories now. days racing through subway transfers in yeongdeungpo gu office, running for buses at dangsan and racing for my life to cornell on a motorbike fit for lily and getting gang banged with fingers up my rear to turn..

Happy Easter

I was tempted to pimp the same pic as last year . but then i realized 2008 is a new year, and a new year deserves a new:

A running list of things I want to be when I grow up...

No particular order here at the moment, but i do plan on searching for job opportunities that allow overlap between all my interests.- cardiovascular surgeon- concert pianist- social entrepreneur- founder of an insurance company-lawyer- adventure tourism guide- cowgirl- play pro handball in europe for a couple years - internet entrepreneur- pharmaceutical sales- geneticist- biomedical ethicist- oil and gas worker -realtor- makeup artistnote: for anyone reading this and thinking i'm just spewing off random names of professions, please allow me to tell you the honest truth... at one point or another i planned my entire education or life around the thought of making one of these things my life. the problem is, with medicine especially, the time required to earn the deg..

Exhale...but never forgotten

I would write a resolution for 2008 but it really began in 2007. he would have bet everything he had and he wouldn't of even come close to what would develop in the last month here. the last 30days have left me in an oblivious state for awhile. he started to move his legs again and he has new fresh thoughts and emotions running through his body like never before. when too many things change quickly how do you react to them all? you can't stop...no you can never stop. whenever the 14th creeps in put your head down and get to work. previewing nirvana through substances for some... being clued to your chair and sweating relentlessly before making a move for the door knob and passing out cold and falling back in slow motion.... waking up lying on a bed wondering why everyone looks so w..