Golden Cage

You fought so hard just to find yourself sitting in a golden cage. knowing what you want and getting what you want.......the hole was reached and hitting the bottom is nice yes! ...at least to know that your finally there. knowing you've reversed,but that is only the beginning of what lies ahead of it.  bottom pickin can be quite dangerous especially when emotions are fragile. why put yourself out there so early?the understanding of how he feels and his actions can be misleading at the best of times. expressing how he feels has never been difficult for him. discipline had never been hard either.. it was simple all he had to do was put his head down for a few months and then would surprise even himself.  the curve which could never be sharp enough caught up in 07-09the words t..

Sharks and an Island hop.

Swimming with the fish was interesting, and rough. the 830 departure was fine but the swells on the ocean were not. i was seconds from puking while we were getting hauled in from the cage, and the debut of kevin “heave” zimmel was seen. hahaha, the old man puking off the side of the boat was priceless. it took the rest of the morning to get our stomachs back into kilter and lunch at jameisons diner on the north shore was great. all in all the diving with the sharks was pretty incredible and to be honest they don’t want to have anything to do with you. pretty misunderstood creatures in my opinion. we dropped steph off at the airport, destination winnipeg, and continued to the hawaiian airlines check in for our 45 minute flight over to maui. subtract the major infrastructur..

Around the island. “Even a long trip on a small island, is a short trip”

We checked out of the penthouse of the aston beach waikiki and backtracked to the outlet malls for a bit of shopping before heading around the island of oahu to the turtle bay resort on the north shore. mom and dad keep telling us how this is the resort that they have always wanted to say at since, when they were here 26 years ago they couldn’t afford to. money is a funny commodity. some people who have lots are never happy, others who have little are very happy, and everyone in between daydreams about having more. me, i have always been driven to be successful, whether or not that means rich is up for debate, but the older i get the more i feel i would rather be happy then rich.  26 years ago when the rents were here for the first time they couldn’t afford to stay at the ..

New Year’s Day in Waikiki, Hawaii.

Waikiki beach is not a bad place to nurse away your hangover. the new year’s festivities at fire rum lounge were incredible; we arrived with just enough time to get our first round of drinks before the countdown began and the fireworks started. the 70’s theme that was planned was a flop; only a handful of people dressing up but the costumes were hilarious.  you can’t help but laugh at sparkling tie-died chaps overtop of a rainbow speed-o, platform shoes, disco ball around the neck and a 2 foot blue fro to pull it all together. priceless. since the condo that we had rented wasn’t available until the 1st we (the family) crashed in a hotel that was barley big enough, 2 doubles for 4 people was a bit tight but drinking until 4 left us in a coma as soon as the light..

The first day of the rest of my life - In writing

Its hard to find a point in writing when everything that i think of isn’t what is written down here. thoughts that i think may come across of as intelligent are more often than not forgotten; if they are remembered they are slaughtered by a poor vocabulary and even worse sentence structure.  now that i have the disclaimer out of the way, where to start? day one of the family vacation to hawaii, and in typical air canada fashion the flight was delayed, delayed again, and four hours later, finally crossing the pacific. in order to make up for stranding 300 people at cyz free beverages, alcoholic and non alcoholic, were given to everyone on board. instead of getting rowdy, it put everyone to sleep as soon as they dimmed the lights. a few movies later, some gnr in my headphones and ..

Breezy warm autumn days in Asia passed reading and reflecting on the sky floor

Everything is a bubble, and breaks eventually. time and time again we tell ourselves this time is different and not like the others, but wind up more confused and more desperate than the previous time. on paper hes apparently heading in the right direction, that's nice to see after the last year. too many options equals confusion, and life presents limitless options everyday. how do we decipher between which road is prosperous and which isn't? he's been juggling that ball for a year or two now, and has come back to the friends and balance equation again. nobody said it was gonna be easy...you did. words are nice but its actions that really reveal us in our purest self. our actions are who we are whether we are proud of them or not. to think we don't have a choice is nice, ..

Transitions

Life is full of them. transitions. periods of time in which we move from one reality to another. everytime we travel we transition realities. when new people enter our lives, or when they leave. i started writing this a few months ago during a phase of transition. and this is the third time i've picked it up again when once again in the state. this typically revolves around travel for me, and i've been fortunate to do alot of over the last few years.i've become addicted to the quick transition phase of travel as it allows you to take make changes that are otherwise much harder due to environment, routine, or another excuse. when you live in two places you can choose to be two very different people at each end. it wasn't easy at first but i'm slowly beginning to be able ..

Why not?

Http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fgsotq8uniq  --- this song cranked up may help get you on your way   two kids on whyte ave rocking out to some guy with a fresh bowl cut stomping his foot like hes trying to put doc martens out of business. he should be sleeping but his father never taught him how to do that very well.:) crying is something his little sister taught him how to do well over the last year.. happy b-day tiny toys.,, 7000 huh..don't worry i recently found a new target for that trick anyway so your free.. but not like free willy..settle down micheal and stop trying to heal the world...thats why we have obama. valentines day and all you can come up with is 63 buildings..cheap glasses and tying your shoes before partying...no wonder akonmrlonely.com was cranked up..

Happy New Year: What's Going on Now

My oh my, haven't been here in ages. logged in to find over 56 thousand hits on me. the wonders of linking to it in your forum signatures..now.. i'm in high school. i'm in full ib. (regret?) i'm a semipro photographer. i'm not into the multi-touch scene as much any more, but i check up every so often. the technology, both hardware and software is improving steadily. i can't wait until it becomes mainstream.i was correct. i predicted about 2 years ago that the next year would be the beginning of cheap, small laptops. those were called netbooks eventually. i have one now. it's an asus eee 1000h.i'm adding enter inside to my bookmarks again. i forgot how well planned this place is.it's time for me to have another hungry man express. (oh, so macho..) i'm..

Sex Survey

2007 sex survey by msdiamond22are you in to rough or sensal sex?: sensual. maybe in different places, but not rough.have you ever given oral sex? if so did you like it?: yes. and i hate giving head, i'll do it, but i hate it.have you ever used sex toys while having sex?: just when i'm alone.what is you sexual fantasy?: i actually, honestly, don't have onewho was the best sex with?: i can't answer that, more than one person would probably hate mehow long have you gone with have 1 sexual partner?: 2 yearswhere was the freakest sex you ever had at?: the hood of a camarohave you ever done anal sex? if so did you like it?: no, and i don't want to.what is the most uncomfortable/nastiest thing the opposite sex has ever done while having sex?: mmm a few awkward things, but ever..