So are you telling me its been 2months since an update already....shebal loma. Sitting in a house on Harold street way south in America...Houston?? thinking about it all for a second. He gets lost in the thought but only for a short moment as he returns with the notion that here it is. He knew it was there but just wasn't looking in the right book I guess. He grabbed another and likes his latest hold.

The canal has turned into the desert here....hes still looking across it but it forms a very different picture this time around. Asian stories and thoughts are all but memories now. Days racing through subway transfers in Yeongdeungpo gu office, running for buses at Dangsan and racing for my life to Cornell on a motorbike fit for Lily and getting gang banged with fingers up my rear to turn around and see smiling cute yellow babies seem a lifetime ago. The clowns always talked about it like it was already in the past and they knew that once they left the won cash box it would all seem like a random dream. Well I can now back those yans even more.

People ask him what he does?? He smiles and says good question at times..depends on the mood hes in I guess. There is something called imagination lurking around in most peoples little peanuts upstairs and if they can learn to use it properly with the right confidence the world turns into a never ending playground. He likes the swings right now hhahaha...ricies where does it come from you ask? The question is where doesn't it come from...everything that happens changes the imagination and therefore alters the playground. He is reaching new levels in the play ground though. No more does he get kicks out of riding the regular swings hes moved on to tire swings with less motion restrictiveness.

He's grasping the concept of the bigger the highs the bigger the lows that have potential to follow...well do they? Well lets put it this way..when you feel like king of the playground and your head inflates beyond manegable accounts is when you're most vulnerable to lose your balance and come back down to reality. Reality can be humbling at times but what goes up must come down. So whats the meaning and how do you handle it all? I've realized through trial and error that things that are in a lifetime high tend to have pullbacks to where they 1st encountered resistance on the way up ...but the good side is that when they do have a setback or lose focus they can bounce of the previous resistance point that now becomes support which pushes you to new highs. That is interesting isn't it? Well I'm glad you think so

What does it take? I'm afraid to say all you've got my friend. He had hinted at some music that had started to become clear...well the cd just skipped and no I didn't let one rip either... Thats from a shady song isn't it? Glad your following where I'm going here. And no I'm not Home alone (sorry whackho) Greg take that picture down. The cd which had track 5 playing on repeat did skip though. Are you going to replace the cd? I would never do something like that and I will always keep it close to me incase that song begins to play free of interruptions again in the future. Time is our greatest asset..and therefore wasting it would be suicide.

Is ADD the gift that never stops giving? Well its been in his thoughts lately as to what it really is and what it all means. Energy is something hes never had a shortage of and running out of ideas that excite him are endless. hmmm...... Ya, thats what Ive been thinking as well. Lying in bed knowing that you should sleep but cant help but let your mind race into the future and then the heart begins to kick in and next min your having feeds at like 4am because the peanut was in overdrive again. Does it catch up to him? hahahha if you meant productively than no...his head can throb after awhile but that only further excites him and reminds him of a certain Lovelock he met in Timaru.

speaking of bootcamp..not that one Andre...excited to fully take advantage of my mac once my shipment arrives (I meant Macintosh not MACaulay Culkin whacko) hahahhahah Whats with these clowns and flat screens anyway? Something to do with there Pops? could be...he likes grapefruit as well!

S2k's have been a treat... rev me to 9000...don't mind if I do.. sounds like fun. Can't fully reveal the work of 2008 but he'll chuck a few names out there and see what come back at him here ...Mexico is lurking closer...Caribbean has been chucked out there but not sure what the clown in Panama will finally decide..hes abit distracted with a green friend..which one? the one in the cage for now..I hope. Then road trips..but thats another days thoughts... just like he came...hes gone... Will the thoughts stop? "Hey James...Do bats like day light or something" Well Bruce not that I know of