I know you've been waiting. Days have passed, and you have counted them down, as has Anthony. Birthdays have come and now gone, but there is still dates in the future that are eagerly anticipated. Pulsradio sets the mood, and I think about what it would be like if you were here. I also think about what it would be like had you called me. Or what it would have been like had I the courage to talk to you. Let alone the little hand just touched the one, and that's not a stab at michael. That's just a. ricies.

There is something inside Ryan. Something that you have been waiting to say. As you build up the courage to say it, it comes out. It does. But it's in a language that you can't even understand. Someone better pinch you, and quickly because you're speaking the hell croation, and the look on your face, and your accent is making it look and sound normal. Quick Pinch me. There is less then a week remaining to get the watermellon and pizza ready.

Two days counted down quickly. And at first what seemed like a silly idea turned into smooth legs, and now I'm unaware of which is which and what is right. Unaware leaves the restless feeling, and thank goodnes you took pictures galore, and are going to be able to stablize them tomorrw when at the moment everything is coming down around you.

Feelings of tired lurk, and loudly at that. Shrugging it off it's easy to reminisce about all that has taken place in the last hours, days, months, and years. You've covered your eyes and your ears for long enough. Boo. Open. Ricies. It's go time. With my new legs, comes a Joshua, and a 1/2 Duplex. As fast at hairstyles, times change, and if you aren't on the ship, you're definitly on the anchor. Either way you should be holding your breath, and wondering what is coming next.

It's evident that something is changing. It's taking place inside others, and inside yourself. It's no secret that you are blind to the outside, but inside it's Crystal. and Slim if you win. Wait. Where did you go? La jeu fini. Korean Ryan. practice. Not french.

When I look into the past it's hard to not, but looking around at the present, selfishly I still can't. Surroundings or somethings. Posession I know is going to change that as will reality. I talked about it actually alot tonight. You weren't specifically mentioned but if someone was keeping tabs on all of the times explicitly. Hollywood.

I can't even say that I'm angry. Actually that would be an outright lie, as I am. But at the same time, money saved is money earned.? and holding hands with saving is time, and time almost wins. Pegs not get involved with time, when it it's so clear, and it's sitting right in front. As you go through a time like this, you'll catch some more sun. You'll workout, you'll run, which will leave people wondering whether this is just a quick faze as you work through your chemistry lessons, or whether this is a real deal, and you're setting yourself up for Post-DSI. If that is the case, mate, you're behind two protein shakes. I can wait though. Patience. Don't remind me. Virtue right? Thanks pops. Oh Shoot. Christina Aguilera better switch me chairs.

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