| He plays darts? |
This is life isn't it. One minute rejection and next minute confidence is kicking somewhere in Bocas Del Toro. If there is one thing that I've learned is that he's not going to split from his vacation just because I could use him down here in Panama City. This might be a funny solution, but I think once your at this mark you have to fail until the point that it doesn't bother you anymore, then when the right moment comes along and you succeed, you grasp it, like Eminem keeps telling you to.
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Weird days today. Was picked up this morning by Allison, and we headed out to check out some sights, and other miscellanious goodies. Thinks like banking and the Canal were in store. I'm not quite sure how I'm going to manage everything with my setup here. I have alot of plans, and things that I need to get done here while in Panama, but when your arms are being pulled several different ways at once, it's hard to pick a direction. Pick one, Ryan you monkey. you can't mess around with several different things and do them all well. That reminds me off Tony Hawk and Mince pies. wtf?
I got a really good glimpse at the 'shanty towns' that exist in Latin America. It's hard to explain, but like being in another world. Just think national geographic, and SPCA. nothing but picturesque, and stray animals. It's actually really beautiful, in a funny sort of way. So much culture in these relocating zones. Apparently these might be the non-tourist 'friendly' zones that you might think of. Dangerous? - Well I'm not exactly running down the street in a pink thong am I? Actually - When your white as socks. Wait in Greg's case that wouldn't be very white. um. how about the sandy beaches in Del Toro. and you've got orange hair, and don't speak spanish you tend to stick out a little bit. Sticking out as an american in poor places of the world, normally isn't that desirable. Another thing to add to my dartboard.
After driving around here, and starting to gain some coordinates for where I am relatively in panama city. I'm looking into rental cars. Making the most of these times, is what life is in a portion about. Some might say it's about fast cars and big houses, shoot there is one more thing to add to my dartboard. I'm having trouble fitting it on there.
It's interesting how events from the past come up from inside, at funny moments. Like what really triggers them, and why does my alarm clock keep going off? Grasp the opportunity. ok Slim, but can't you at least relate
Visited one of the two main shopping malls today. ( I already worked part of the other one last night). The malls are pretty crazy. I've discovered today that I have a bit of a shoe Fetish. Nolan you can have jeans. Shoes. Think about walls full of Puma and Adidas. It's paradise for your average shoe lover. More shopping: I guess Panama has the largest shopping street in the world. Before meeting some people today, I got to walk down a couple blocks of it. I would have expected it to be a bit more touristy for it's status, but it wasn't. All Latino, All the time. That sounds like some sleezy telephone line.
new topic. I've decided that I'm going to flirt with Rosetta Stone over the next year here. I just haven't decided what language to do it in. Spanish is high on the list, but Russia always does well at the Games, so should do well here, and.. French is the language of love. so. He'll take French. or maybe just the love part.?
French Love and Church down the street tomorrow morning, is really make me realize what I have to do here. Alamo? do you speak English. Darn. Budget. shiba. Dollar. yup here I am. Real Estate agents that do rentals? That or just try to talk you into over-priced apartments. Dial up internet with inter.net. Might as well be in the villages. In america, and even in the Ukraine actually I swore that I could never live without high-speed. It's amazing how well me and my modem are getting along these days. 56k's. Wow. you are sweet. And before I look up driving directions could the world realize that I'm not in Florida!
Mostly negative, so I would even start with the rest. hahaha. whoops. Good days of touristing, and bad nights of journaling. Ryan, why are you dreaming about Green S's? With all that's in my mind right now, it's a good thing I'm only 50% of Josh, and then 0% of that. Actually that kind of kicks me in the nuts everyday. |
