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| Your mind isn't the way that it should be, and that is because you've done something to it. You know what it is, but you're not about to start talking about it. Your views have changed, so have your thoughts. You're not even nervous about it. You're actually not nervous about anything right now. You've experienced more than you should have, but you're not about to start thinking about that right now either. There is a rough schedule in front of you. Do you follow it? If you do, you know the consequences. If you don't, well you can sit back, and think about it again tomorrow, as you have the past. Anticipation, and Integrity come to mind, but you brush them both off quickly forgetting about your agenda. It comes, Then goes, and you go back for one more. Why didn't you bring in more then 2. You can afford it. Also turn off repeat. You're getting bored of it. But. The moment it starts again, you remember why, and you forget about it. The phone rings. You answer it, and the agenda starts. Things are quickly changing. open heart, and happy tears, they always are. It's happened before you even know you pressed start, and then you take it with you. because you can. Tonight. 3 songs are on your mind, and tonight you will listen to them, and will forget about them. You'll meet up, and then you will easily want to forget that any of it ever happened. From expectations to dissapointments to dreams to reality. Then you snap your fingers and none of it matters. Boredom, and politeness. Since when, and predendation? You call it, they know it, but nothing changes with the situation. Now, if either of them had been there, things would have been different. It's that situation that leads you on a different road home. It's eight and definitely not solo, there is plenty. You're actually extremely comfortable given the circumstances, relaxed, then Cron and then bam bam bam. Is it meant, that you were meant to be where you thought you were meant to be? Twenty, and a signature for the night? How about it? A bill, and age. It would have come easy that night. Given a sleep and a new day? The mind is easy, and weak at times. You're not even sure what to make of that. You eyes are harder to keep open now, and one more time you think about twenty. Take pink. Then... Twenty. Sleep on it. |
